my boyfriend asked me to marry him today. <3
I had to share this with someone because I am waiting to get back home to tell my friends and family.
I am SO nervous.
we are traveling together in Rio, now we are in buzios. I woke up, there was breakfast on bed (I looked at it and got kind of sad, because bread doesnt macth bikinis) and then he asked me. just like that.
we have been going out for the last 5 years, but it seems way less. He is very funny, cute, romantic… and such a great body, he is very skinny but eats A LOT and can’t get fat (I wish!). we share everyhing. the only thing about me that he doesnt know is my ED.
when I had to get hospitalized I told him I was taking a trip with my parents. when I loose a lot of weight, I just tell him I didnt even notice it, that I am too stressed about college and everything. I fell like I am cheating on him by not telling what is reallly going on, because this is such a BIG part of my life, for so many years, eve before I met him. anyway, I am just saying things out of context here.
I have to go now, take a bath and walk on the city. I am very, very happy. I was missing being happy, I was afraid I had forgotten how it fells like.
we still dont know how we are going to do this. I dont want nothing too big, maybe during the day, my family got a cute farm around rio, maybe we are going to do it there!
any ideas?
and about u girls? are u married? do u plan on getting married someday? (I have to say, I didnt want to, until I met him) how ur dream wedding is?
<3
lots of love.
(via darcy-emily)
if I could reborn as any other person, in any other body, it would be alexis bledel. shes perfect. perfect face, perfect body.
Lorelai: I canceled the order, and it’s not happening.
Emily: But Rory needs the internet for her school.
Lorelai: We have the internet.
Emily: Well, this is faster.
Lorelai: Well, we like our Internet slow, okay? We can turn it on, walk around, do a little dance, make a sandwich. With DSL, there’s no dancing, no walking, and we’d starve. It’d be all work and no play. Have you not seen The Shining, Mom?
I just got my box with the 7 seasons on dvd! I am SO happy!
I’m thinking a lot about a lot of stuff this past couple of days. I need a change. I need to find other ways. I have done this before, this stop eating thing, getting skinny, the truth is that u will get your weight back. sooner or later. I still want to loose weight, about 6kg, so I can be 47kg again. But I will do it the right way, eating healthy, dieting, exercising, etc. I know it takes longer, but it is what I want now.
I need to feel good about my self, and I don’t know, I think the whole not eating is
kinda cheating. I mean this for myself, I am not trying to say u girls are wrong
and all that haters shit. I just feel like I need to do this for myself. I have living with ED for the last 7 years. I need a break.
